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Mumbai, Maharashtra, India
मी.... मी आहे हा असा आहे, पटले तर घ्या नाहीतर सोडून द्या... अगदी एखाद्या कवीतेसारखा, आवडली तर ऐका नहितर नीघून जा... कुणालही सांगणार नाही,जबरद्स्ती तर मुळीच नाही, समजले पटले तर करा नाहीतर विसरून जा... तुम्ही जगताय ते योग्य अन् मझ जगण अयोग्य, जरा असही जगून बघा निश्फळ वाटल तर नावं ठेवा... तुमच्या आध्यात ना मध्यात ना मझा कुणाला त्रास, कशाला उगीच वैतागताय कशाला उगीच सन्ताप्ताय... करावस वाटलं तर एकच् करा मी जगतोय तस मला जगू द्या... का नवं ठेवता उगाच मी करतोय ते मला करु द्या... म्हणूनच म्हणतो.. मी आहे हा असा आहे, पटले तर घ्या नाहीतर सोडून द्या

शनिवार, ३१ जुलै, २०१०

यार आपली बात च काही खास आहे....

  

शाळेपासुनची दोस्ती आपली....त्याची काही खास याद आहे...
लहानपणी केलेल्या प्रत्येक मस्तीत एकमेकांची साथ आहे...
यार आपली बात काही खास आहे....

तू  ती तशी मे ही अशी...तरी जोडी बनली कशी? 
सगळ्याचा हा जुना प्रश्न आहे.....
but we only know यार आपली बात काही खास आहे...   

लोकांसाठी 'दोस्ताना" आहे.....we know आपला जुना याराना आहे....
मारलेल्या प्रत्येक मुलाची शप्पथ घेऊन सांगते......
आपली बात काही खास आहे....यार आपला एक जमाना आहे.....

ते क्षण भिजलेले......



ते क्षण भिजलेले....
तुझ्या माझ्यातले.....ओल्या चिंब पावसातले
डोळ्यावरून ओघळणारे....ओठानि टिपलेले

ते क्षण भिजलेले....
बेधुन्ध भिजण्याचे...मिठीत शिरण्याचे...
हसता हसता रडण्याचे...अश्रू पावसात लपवण्याचे...

ते क्षण भिजलेले....
कधी नुसतेच खिडकीत बसून राहायचे....कधी हातात हात घालून फिरायचे...
कोसळणार्‍या सरींचे मूक साक्षीदार बनायचे...


ते क्षण भिजलेले....
हळूवार पणे जपलेले....आठवणीच्या राज्यात अलगद उलगडणारे.....
तुला माझ्यात आणि मला तुझ्यात समावणारे.....
 

 ते क्षण भिजलेले....
 

मंगळवार, २० जुलै, २०१०

Second? Chance.......

 

It’s another morning..
….. Again I have to go to office.

Ohh, this is me… I shouted having a glance on my snap in today’s news paper.

But what the HELL it is doing in the death column??



Strange…

One sec... Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe pain in my chest, but I don’t remember anything after that, I think I had a sound sleep.

Its morning now, ohh….. It’s already 10:00 AM, where is my coffee?

I will be late for office and my boss will get a chance to irritate me.

Where is everyone…??? I screamed.

“I think there is a crowed outside my room, let me check.” I said to myself.


So many people….. Not all of them crying…

But why some of them crying…

WHAT IS THIS??? I m laying there on the floor…



“I AM HERE” … I shouted!!! No one listen.

“LOOK I AM NOT DEAD” … I screamed once again!!! No one is interested in me.

They all were looking me on the bed.

I went back to my bed room.

“Am I dead??” I asked myself.

Where is my wife, my children, my mom-DAD, my friends?

I found them in the next room, all of them were crying… still trying to console each other.



My wife was crying… she was really looking sad.

My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just coz his mom was sad.


How can I go without saying my kid that I really love him, I really do care of him. ??

How can I go without saying my wife that she is really most beautiful and most caring wife in this world..??

How can I go without saying my parents that I m … just because of u ??

How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I have done most of the wrong things in my life… thanks for being there always when I need them… and sorry for not being there when they really need me..


I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears…

Ohh… he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part, and we both have strong enough ego to keep us disconnect.

I went there.. And offered him my hand, “Dear friend… I just want to say sorry for everything, we r still best friend, please forgive me.”


No response from other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his ego, I am saying sorry… even then!!!

I really don’t care for such people.

But one sec…. it seems he is not able to see me!!!! He did not see my extended hand.

My goodness… AM I REALLY DEAD???

I just sat down near ME; I was also feeling like crying…


“OHH ALMIGHTY!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS…”

I just wasn’t to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize that how much I love them.


My wife entered in the room, she looks beautiful.

“YOU R BEAUTIFUL” I shouted.

She didn’t hear my words, in fact she never heard these words coz I never said this to her.


“GOD!!!!” I screamed… a little more time plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

I cried…



One more chance please… to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to feel my dad proud on me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends for everything I have not given to them, and thanks for still being in my life….

Then I looked up and cried!!!!

I shouted….

“GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE!!!!”
"You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up. "Did you have a nightmare?"

I was sleeping….

Ohh that was just a dream….



My wife was there… she can hear me…

This is the happiest moment of my life…

I hugged her and whispered…. “U R THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CARING WIFE IN THIS UNIVERSE…. I REALLY LOVE U DEAR”


I can’t understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in her eyes, still I m happy….

“THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SECOND? CHANCE.”