Growing up

'you hav grown up' wht does this mean..????
growing old is a 'label'????? is it a permission or a restriction....????
permission to do wht u want...??? does it really gives you...??? or increases d restrictons on you..???? giv a thought...
after 'growing up' how many times hav we really behaved in a way we want...????
how many times played in mud...during rain...
how many times eaten a pencil....
how many times njoyed playing in garden....
how many times made a noise in a public place
really njoyed eating 'pepsicola'.....
if ever we hav done so wer we equally comfortable while behaving so.....????
these things seem very childish.....pple may say wht is this we hav better definitions of enjoyment....agree..but there are many things we hav done during our childhood days....even now we can do then but since we hav 'grown up' we dun do them might be wid d fear tht wht others will say..???
during childhood days do we had this fear....????
this wht my point is growing old gives u a sense of others, first think abt wht others will say then behave...no matter u want to njoy d event think of others....
who these others are...????? pple in socity, around u, 4 whom u r unknown, they r also unknown to you, but still u hav to care abt them......isn't it strange...???? sumthing unusual....to do the things frm which u will get pleasure u need to think of pple who r unknown to you.....
its beacuse u hav 'GROWN UP'